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I'm a sucker when it comes to bestfriend. I cling on them too much that sometimes I drown. Apart from that I'm just AJAY Protagonist Archives → August 2006 → September 2006 → October 2006 → November 2006 → December 2006 → January 2007 → February 2007 → March 2007 → April 2007 → May 2007 → June 2007 → July 2007 → August 2007 → September 2007 → October 2007 → November 2007 → December 2007 → January 2008 → February 2008 → March 2008 → April 2008 → May 2008 → June 2008 → July 2008 → August 2008 → September 2008 → October 2008 → November 2008 → December 2008 → January 2009 → February 2009 → March 2009 → April 2009 → May 2009 → June 2009 → July 2009 → August 2009 → September 2009 → October 2009 → November 2009 → December 2009 → January 2010 → May 2010

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(X)Movie with B&Kutti!
(X)Reconcile w/ BAR
()Watch SPECTRUM w/ mates
(X)End O level
(X)Nonet's final
(X)First pay
(X)watch 2012
(X)Watch An's semis
()Meet Qaiyum Junior
()2nd workplace
()outing with B.A.R
()Afiq's gig
(X)WORK + CLUBBING
(X)Countdown with Scar
()Decent O cert
()Get into Poly
()Height to at least reach 163cm
()NYC,Venezuela,London,S.Korea,Taiwan,Japan,Thailand
()Motor&Car license
()Big bike!

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Baby I'm in love (=

It's not confirmed yet but my heart has had stopped whenever he test me. Well that only happens to me when scarvie ank ahmad or Qaiyum Junior tryna messed with me. But that's different, both of them are my bestfriend. As for him, well it's different. Scar called him sepet but I don't care(smiling). Its been what? 5 days? And here I am over the moon. Kniz should have come that day. I think so it's _____ whatever it is. I can't pronounce it out loud yet but I'll go crazy if he didn't reply, when he's angry with me. The thought of not getting his text messages anymore sucks to the core.

Just what happened to you AJAY Protagonist? (and yet I'm still grinning). I keep on telling him " We'll see how " but I guess he knows I'm faking it 'cause I'm already addicted to him. (still smiling) ahaha.



As previous post said, a lot has happened. Let's start off with my birthday.

15 January: Scarvie and Kniz fetch me from work. Oops before that, was in a rushed to go to work. I start at 12 and yet at 11am I was still dilly dallying. Thanks boys for the memories you guys gave and Scar, next time want give present give it in an appropriate way kay? Not "Nah pegangkan ni". Ahaha. Had some talks about changing preferences with Scar. And he was like "Kau nak aku pkai mcm dorang jadi mat rep?" hmm what can I say?

16 January: Work as per norm. I don't remember anything.

17 January: Boy Thunder, Nicky, Bik Idah and the kids celebrated my birthday at Pizza Hut. Haha, Scar treated me to Pizza Hut as well on my birthday. Was moved to tears when they bring the cake to me. The wording sungguh tidak perlu!

18 January: The day I ceramic perm and dyed my hair copper red. It's also the day I was chase out of my house. In addition, the first day of homeless stayed at Q's crib till today la.

19 January: Happy Birthday to Daisy. Homed from work and sang Q a birthday song BEFORE 12. ahaha. Ibu and Aya followed soon after.

20 January: After homed from work, there was a mini birthday celebration for Q and I was in the frame ahaha.

21 January: Packed my bag than go mama Yam crib. Meet Q at dance studio after that went home. Q changed then we went to Sheng Siong. Ahaha.

22 January: Work as per norm while that Q go make her 'dadih'.


23 January: The day of Q's mini birthday celebration! Helped her clean up the house. When it was time, meet Ida to go take cake. At first Q said the cake is still at MSQ so we went there. Skali my manager said da transfer gi IMM. Peng la skejap. I admit that Ida and I did dilly dally 'cause we wesdre fucking tiired ok?! Raeached home only Daisy, Pendek and her boyfriend were around. Visitors slowly strolled in.

Aqmal, this 2 guys I don't know, Fauzie and gang and finally baru si SHREK tu datang with Al-Fazli a.k.a Debot (=

That was also the first day I could see eye to eye with Haikal. No tegangness or whatsoever. The real party started after Ibu and Aya went out. We went KRAZY man. The girls macam prompan giler sabo each other with cakes until I have to change baju. Smoking outside the house. And I'd never imagine that, that day will be different.

They all left at the exact same time when Abg came home. At 10+ I tink, Shrek texted Q and said Faz wanted my number. Me as usual, dumbstruck, no reaction. I permit Q to give though. After which I was busy lapping while Ida comping. Q already hinted and asked where's my phone and I was like I don't know. Somewhere inside maybe. After done with my crap than I checked my fone and, he already texted me twice. Grinning? And we started to text all day long till today.


Faz has been texting me in the afternoon, at night and sometimes even in the morning. Has been getting all his attention but then Scar came into the picture. I mean he has been MIA-ing. I miss him, I need him though he really makes me sad and hurt with his words sometimes. Scar where the fuck are you? Abg Man on the other hand has been giving me a lot of advice. Thanks Abg. I'm really gonna miss you if I really quit working. Talking about that, even Faz show his uneasyness when I talked to him about Scar.

I'm fucked up!









A lot has happened and I mean a lot. From happy beginning to getting chase out. Sigh. Also with a bestfriend who's throwing fits at you without them knowing they adding the pressure. I'm AJAY god damn it. I'm strong. I guess. Pss, a guy just asked for my number. Urgh.....



























Surprise!! Hey, here I am yet again. Has been very busy with work, work and work. I love my job but also hate it. My lovely manager is leaving like soon but I'll always treasure all the things he has taught me throughout under his leadership. Abang Lan, thanks a lot for all your guidance. In my 3 months of working, I've broken a chili sauce bottle, 3 tall glass and also, spilled drinks. All these, my workmates are the ones who helped to clean up my mess. I felt guilty of course.

Oh yeah, now is 2010. I celebrated my new year at work. Ahaha and like I told Scar, always remember the taxi ride.

Hmm, my baby is growing well. Oops, sorry I mean Nicky's baby growing well. I always tell her that her baby is mine. I love her more and more everyday. I won't think twice about taking care of the baby. So yeah, nothing more to talk about so see ya.